Essay · Low Tide, issue 265
Rooms, not feeds
Why I finally gave ten years of writing one address — and what I noticed moving in.
For ten years my writing has lived in four places that were not mine. The letters went out through a newsletter service. The episodes sat in podcast apps. The talks were on a video site, between a cooking channel and a man reviewing drills. The half-thoughts went into threads, where they scrolled away by evening.
None of this was a mistake. Each of those places gave me something I could not have built myself: a send button, a feed, a stage, a crowd. But last winter a reader wrote to ask for an essay I had published in 2019, and I could not find it. I had written it. I remembered the café where I wrote it. It was simply gone, folded inside a platform's archive that no longer loaded past page twelve.
